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[03 Feb 2005|08:53pm] |
hey wow its been months since ive written sorry..been so caught up in sports&school..and all the other shit in lifee..
well im still with doug .. 9 monthss alreadyy !!
& ive lost like most of my friends from last yr..like we justt fkin pass eachotherr in the hall its soo gay..nd i miss them more then anythingg..likee they acually understood mee..but likee the friends i have noww..its all bout guyss ndd beingg popularr nd shitt..
likee every1 hates me cuz they think im upsessed wit older ppl..like its not my fault my bfs olderrr nd ive become like bro nd sis 2 all his friendss ... ndd the ppl in my gradee dont really care for me anymoree..likee they dont call 2 chyll or anything..they seriously dont knoe wats going on in my life anymore..its horrible..like we were inseperable..nd now peoplee dont even thnk we knoe eachother..<.3
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[03 Nov 2004|07:17pm] |
omg its been like years since ive written..this is crazyy...just my compz been fucked upp and shit like thatt.. <3.. well .. rip-jessies gma..LOVE YOU BABE>3
jess alwayz here>3
im outt..<33mwaa lov ya
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[29 Sep 2004|01:26pm] |
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I THINK IM FALLING FOR MY BEST FRIEND....:-(.....</3.....AND IDK BOUT DOUG I KNOEE I LOVEE HIMM BUT OMGG..</33
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[29 Sep 2004|12:37pm] |
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heyy..wow im really sorry my comp. isnt working good with the internet, so im on my moms computerr!!..well school started..its ok i guess..dont reallly have alot of my friends in my classes<-witch suckz..xceptt for likee englishh nd spanishh...but thats reallyy it..im still with dougg...3 monthz 2 weeks 3 dayzz!! lol i was bored is ss today so i tried countingg..lol i lovee himm soo muchh*...& right now itz like 12:30..i came home early because i feel lyke shitt..all i did today was have ss and gym then went 2 the nurse and tommy&frankie were in there so we juss chylledd..thenn my madree camee & frankiee left 2..tommy stayed. well i have soccer& cheerleading tonight..im only gunna go to cheerleading cuz i really need to we have compition soon and i really need to knoe the ruitinee!! lol..well im gunna goo..ill writee if i can laterr<33I LOVEE YOUU<33.peacee
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[25 Aug 2004|10:35pm] |
heyy soryy my comp has been messed up so i couldnt writee!..well doug came over the other day..we just hungg out..madee out 4 timez<3..one of them was just so amazingg..like never beforee..it was weird..it was like..all of a sudden..its like kissing him i knew that he was the only one i should be kissing for the rest of my life..it was soo weirdd..lol..anywayz..today was boringg..juss kinda sat around..well acually i went to see my friends that i havent seen since i was really little..they moved 2 cali..and omg..they didnt even remember me..i was so madd!!lol..anywayz..than i went to cheerleading..like no1 was there..so it was really fun..lol..stephen and tyler walked to my practice..and they were like screaming my namee..lol i was like o shittt!!..anywayss..im just sittin aroundd listenin 2 musicc noww<3..soo ill writee laterr..
lovee youuzz pyce<3
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[20 Aug 2004|02:48pm] |
omg im sick and my boyfriend [[doug]]..came overrr and took care of me todayy!!..omg hes soo sweet..he got me watever i neededd .... he layed down with me..tried 2 get me 2 go 2 sleep..so i wouldnt feel lykee shytt..i luv him soo muchh...we had long conversationzz..and it was juss a greatt dayy!!..i really thnk this is gna lastt..i fuckin love him insanlyy..and i knoo he luvzz mee 2...we alwayz argue about who loves the other moree..he thinkz that he lovess me more..buhh that is so not truee..lol...that would b amazingg if we get married...<3...omgg juss think...brittany marie conway..ahh..i would luv for that 2 happen<3
well im gnna go..im sick..so i wanna rest<3
bye =]
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[19 Aug 2004|02:50pm] |
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hey...ahh im sickk..i feel like shitt..ughh..omgg and i luv doug<3..last nite these 2 girlz offered 2 give him headd..[[wee all knoe thatz like every guyz drEaM]]..nd he refusedd and sed he loved me 2 much 2 ever do that..andd i juss find that really sweet and cArIngG!!..lol...well i woke up this mornin felt like shit took a shower got changed nd juss lyke passed outt..jess went homee..cuz her parentz got homee early i gues..i didnteven knoe cuz i was sleepingg..lol...well it was realy fun at point pleasent..bhuh it getz boring after a while..u cant stay there for 2 longg..lol..im hapy 2 be homee.i missed every1..my dad didnt call me oncee wen i was at the beach<<..really caring right??...whaa if i like got pulled in the ocean..he wouldnt fukin knoe cuz he didnt call us..well w/e..i feel lykee shitt..so im gnna gO..ill ttyll<33
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[19 Aug 2004|09:07am] |
hey! i just got back from the beach wit jess!!
it was insanee..we met these kiddz..kenny alex pat and some otherz i dun remember there namee..lol..and i got my hair highlighted..and my nails done..and it was soo insane..buhh than shyt happend wit jessies boyfriend..they broke up..she cried..i felt badd 4 maa bEsTeSt FrEnD!.<3
wow im up 2 early--9:09<<nOtT mee..i uSUally wake up aroundd 11..lol ne wayzz..urgh im bored...jess sleepin..il write later<3
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wow..okay..2 of my best frendz.[kayleigh and kelly
are juss bein such fucking bitches..uhh i hate them soo much..like we have soo much in common..like if its just me and kayleigh .. itz finee..if its just me and kelly its fine 2..buhh the 3 of us fucking suckz!!..they are like obsessed with eachother..they leave me out soo much and i hate it..lykee ughh..idk if i should b frendz with them anymore either..buhh they are frendz with lyke all my other frendz..and they like doing alot of theh thingz i do..lyke my other frendz..like..jess leah malikaa alisha..and stuff..they are like perfect..like..they never leave me outta anything..wen itz like all of uss..itz really funn no1 is gettin left outt..and thats whaa i luv about em..and also they are as mature as mee..like kayy and kelly..are deff not mature..they ruin everything..and they get soo fuckin bitchy even wen they arent pmsing...ughh..lyke they dont even care wen they leave me out either..buhh..lyke i cant stop bein frendz wit em..cuz there frendz wit all my frendz 2..like doug nick shawn paulie frankie and shytt..so lykee....idk..buhh lyke i havent really been hangin out wit em lately..buhh like jess leah malika dunn really like hangin out at our pool..and like with frankie and doug nd ppl..cuz they arent frendz wit emm..buhh they have helped mee soo much..so i cant leave em..and i cant leave doug nd stuff cuz i luv him soo much...soo i guess..im gnna have 2 live like 2 livez..the preppy..bitchy..jock..life..wit kayy kelly doug and his frendz...and than the layed back.juss chyll life wit alisha jess malika leah..and stuff...ughh i wish i could just have botch combined...
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[10 Aug 2004|11:42pm] |
hey sorry i havent written in lyke FOREVER....
well my bf[doug]..nd my 2 frendz..frankiee[hott!]
and this kidd eric..were juss at my house...for
like 4 hourz!..lol...so fkkin funn...frankiee..
iss soo fkkin funny..buhh weird..lol..nd kindaa annoying..me and doug were tryin 2 lyke juss have some alonee timee..lol..nd he kept runnin up 2 us nd shyt..buhh..i cant get madd at frankiee!!..lol...erics funnyy..and idk it was juss insane..buh i was the onlyy girl..lol..buhh thatz okayy..im not nervous around any of them..im juss ma selff..woah..i kept havin lyke spazzems it was soo funny......o yehh...and frankie livez close 2 me..so they are gnna ride there bikee 2 mahh house 2morow..nd itz gnna b insanee!<3..lol..i luv these kidzz.lyke craziee..and omgg....well eric kept tellin doug 2 go 2 second wit mee..buhh dougz soo fkkin nicee..and is lyke eric she isnt confortable..soo jusst stop..lyke i luv doug soo much..he will only do anything if im confortable..and im NOT confortable wit goin 2 sencond..so hes not even gnna try...omg..nd every1 thinkz me and him are relly gnna get married..omg i knoe this is weird..buhh i really hopee..lykee hes perfect <33...and omg..i have this lyke shedd and it was like 11:30...and frankie was like holy shitt..theres deff some1 in the shedd..and than i walk over..nd i got scared so i ran 2 doug..and im like omg whaa if theres really some1 in there..hes likee..o well..hes like whaa would u do..im like run..hes like no u would stay here and i would pretect you..im lyke what if they had a knife..hes like i would still protect u .. im like but he would stab you...hes like atleast he wouldnt stab youu...<3..omg i fuckin love him...<3...if i serioudly lost him..id fuckin KILL myself..uhh..hes the fukin best..i luv him.<3
well im gnna go.. x3..peacee*
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